|||||ADAM GREEN ON TRL||]|
|||||Head Automatica - I Shot William H. Macy||]|
Ha. I feel great. In fact, I feel absolutely amazing. Like, wow. Yeah, I keep getting better at expressing myself.
I had a wonderful looking Ben wake me up this morning. He kissed my neck(oooooooh!) 'til I woke up and told him to fuck off 'cause I look like a moron in the morning. But he erm, said I looked just fine. He then made me breakfast and talked to me for a while. Then sadly he had to go 'cause of I-don't-know-what. I was walking on air anyway. When he woke me up I noticed what pretty eyes he actually has. Yes, I think I've mentioned it before but they really are pretty. I'd say they're light green. And his hair's nice and black and longer. Did I mention he has nice eyes? Well, Ben has nice eyes. Really nice eyes. Nicer than really nice. Fine, fine, you got it.
I think I'm in looove. Seriously.
I've pondered the problem last night while reading random journals. And I think unless Adam Green decides to marry me I can't find anyone better than Ben. Ergo I should give him and 'us' a chance and just let it happen. But I can't. I mean, what if everything goes wrong? Then we'll never talk again and everything will be fucked up. Of course, that could happen with anyone and I guess you have to put up with that when being with someone. But I'm not willing to risk what we have now for practically nothing. Gah. I'll talk to someone, then come back and tell the journal reading world about my decision. Yes.
Today Adam Green was on TV. He was on TRL looking very sexy. A red sweater and dark blue jeans. I think they were Diesel. He should wear Levi's. He's rock'n'roll after all. He talked about his book, a dear mouse, style and concerts. And Green Day. He was mad at the presenter bitch 'cause she doesn't get his book. Well, I think getting Adam Green is a story for itself. I read the whole thing and I get the idea. Interpreting his stuff is overrated anyway. He writes and that's it. I mean who's to know what he's talking about when he writes about Mozzarella Swastikas, Ms. President and whatever else he writes about? I enjoy reading it though. Like, a lot. He admitted, though, he didn't understand it all either. Especially the German part because he doesn't read German. Duh.
And he said that he'd make sweet love to anyone who'd turn up to his concert wearing certain clothes he mentioned later in the show. I'm going to Munich and Cologne so we'll see. He also fell in love with a girl from the audience and asked who you'd have to fuck to get into the audience. He's such a sweetheart. *sees a lot of hearts*
I took about 50 screenshots but I think I'll delete some 'cause my TV's crap and the pictures turned out to be whack. I'll keep some of them so I can worship His Royal Sexyness. He's sexy. Don't argue.
AND I'll slip Gerard Way some booze so he'll perform in my backyard. I'll then invite Vickei. Yeah, thanks, kids.
<3 Adam and my hurt fiancée.