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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2005|07:16 pm]
fluffytrudy
[shexy lala |fightstar - swimming out in the flood]

new LJ. comment to be added. if i like you i will. promised. <3
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bluebirds are so natural. i wanna buy them for my friends. [Feb. 16th, 2005|09:15 am]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |sillyhooray!]
[shexy lala |moe talking]

hooray. i like hooray.

i got up at five am this morning to go college which is a glorious act if you ask me. now i'm at college and we managed to make our teacher sick. hooray. we are the defenders of the universe. furthermore i had a fantastic train ride with my darling adam this morning. i slept on his shoulder and felt very peaceful. uh... ben, my other darling, went to munich 'cause of his trial. gah. i'm scared. i'm a pimp. i have two darlings at the SAME time. wow. i think i'll call myself queen pimperoody from now on. keep pimpin'. 

i type too much i think. my teacher says i should do it as a job 'cause i'm so fast and precise. yes, i rule. rawr.

now i have to go 'cause i'm looking at a raf site with moe.

hooray for whores.

<321 adam... i love adam. *cries*  

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it's good to be alone. [Feb. 15th, 2005|07:55 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |annoyedgah.]
[shexy lala |wilco - spiders (kidsmoke)]

i'm annoyed.

the ramble. it's not interesting but i had to get it out of my system. Collapse )

 

thanks.

hail whores.

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The eyes, they drown in tears. *emo boy cry* [Feb. 14th, 2005|08:44 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |amusedha ha, still]
[shexy lala |All- American Rejects - Time Stands Still]

I don't know why I turned on AOL radio but it's funny and makes me laugh. Jay-Z, his gangsta friends and lots of emo bullshit.

Ha ha, now they're playing 'Shake ya tailfeather' by Murphy Lee. Too funny...

I'll get back later... Too funny.. *falls off chair laughing and can't stop, hits head and dies*

*later* I'm so annoyed. Don't know why. Maybe I just shouldn't listen to the radio anymore. Gah. I'll listen to Adam Green now. He never seizes to make me happy. I think I'll go for Friends Of Mine. I almost like it better than Gemstones. Almost.
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Let's all share our dreams. [Feb. 13th, 2005|08:38 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |amusedHA HA HA]
[shexy lala |The Mendoza Line - It's A Long Line( But It Moves Quickly)]

Sharing the dream.Collapse )

Agency shit. Collapse )

I saw the booker of my new agency and she wants me to act on TV. I don't think so. I don't have a problem with TV but I will not play in some stupid soap opera. No. 

 

Furthmore I have a VALENTINE. Ben's taking me out. I hate V-day but I've not properly seen Ben in yeeeeeears so it's cool. I'm also seeing Adam tomorrow in the morning. He'll guide me to college. Nice of him, really.  And yes, folks, he IS hot. As fuck. But I'm a good girl. Well, I'm doing my best. Life's niiiiiice.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée, who's coming to see me. Gah. Gah. Gah. GAH.

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Yeah, you're dumber than the dirt, dirt, dirt on the ground. [Feb. 12th, 2005|11:06 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |contentat eeeease]
[shexy lala |Adam Green - Salty Candy]

Cuts rawk my sawks and I'll do loads of them. I shall stop as soon as I piss myself off, though. Nah, nah, nah, nah. Collapse )

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God, I sure hope you are dead. [Feb. 12th, 2005|06:16 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |okayOKAAAAAAY]
[shexy lala |Modest Mouse - Black Cadillacs]

Don't read this, unless you're interested in being really, really bored and that. Collapse )

Hail whores.

<3 Adam.

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Pink, pink, pink in the blue, blue, blue. [Feb. 12th, 2005|03:53 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |blahblah]
[shexy lala |The Killers - Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine]

Bitches, it's party time. Not. I don't wanna be 17 anymore. It's about time I turn 18. Well, in eight months or so I've reached my goal. Hopefully I'll survive 'til then. I'm sure I will. Unless I get hit by a train or yellow aliens kill me. Nope, I wasn't talking about Asians. I'm actually a nice, non racist person. I'd be stupid being racist anyway as I'm not Aryan. Darn it, yes.

NaziCollapse )

I'm doing cuts just to see how they work. Yeah, I know I'm dumb.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam, the Moldy Peaches and my fiancée.

 

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Yeah, they go wild. [Feb. 11th, 2005|10:57 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |stresseditchy]
[shexy lala |Bright Eyes - Lua]

I don't think I'm cool. I mean here I am thinking "Why is diarrhea called diarrhea?" It could be called anything but no, it's diarrhea. How stupid.

There's a big discussion over at the Adam Green boards 'cause he said 'nigger'. Well, I am one of those so called 'niggers' and I don't feel offended. We should all relax, take a chill pill and just get along. Peace and stuff. Why freak out over some stupid word? It was probably a joke anyway. Pfft. *shakes head*

I think I need to go out, party my ass off, get really drunk and sleep on a park bench. I've not done that in ages. And I feel way too thoughtful. I end up thinking of really stupid things like my above mentioned diarrhea problem.

Thanks.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and the Moldy Peaches. I like them so they ALL deserve a heart. And my fiancée, of course.

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Don't be fooled, don't get lied to. Love was always cruel. [Feb. 11th, 2005|06:28 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |accomplishedhawdxcaw]
[shexy lala |Bright Eyes - Another Travelin' Song]

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Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]

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I rule. I didn't think I'd make it right but I did. Rock'n'roll!
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We are nowhere and it's now. [Feb. 11th, 2005|05:20 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |ditzyADAM GREEN ON TRL]
[shexy lala |Head Automatica - I Shot William H. Macy]

Ha. I feel great. In fact, I feel absolutely amazing. Like, wow. Yeah, I keep getting better at expressing myself.

I had a wonderful looking Ben wake me up this morning. He kissed my neck(oooooooh!) 'til I woke up and told him to fuck off  'cause I look like a moron in the morning. But he erm, said I looked just fine. He then made me breakfast and talked to me for a while. Then sadly he had to go 'cause of I-don't-know-what. I was walking on air anyway. When he woke me up I noticed what pretty eyes he actually has. Yes, I think I've mentioned it before but they really are pretty. I'd say they're light green. And his hair's nice and black and longer. Did I mention he has nice eyes? Well, Ben has nice eyes. Really nice eyes. Nicer than really nice. Fine, fine, you got it.

I think I'm in looove. Seriously.

I've pondered the problem last night while reading random journals. And I think unless Adam Green decides to marry me I can't find anyone better than Ben. Ergo I should give him and 'us' a chance and just let it happen. But I can't. I mean, what if everything goes wrong? Then we'll never talk again and everything will be fucked up. Of course, that could happen with anyone and I guess you have to put up with that when being with someone. But I'm not willing to risk what we have now for practically nothing. Gah. I'll talk to someone, then come back and tell the journal reading world about my decision. Yes.

Today Adam Green was on TV. He was on TRL looking very sexy. A red sweater and dark blue jeans. I think they were Diesel. He should wear Levi's. He's rock'n'roll after all. He talked about his book, a dear mouse, style and concerts. And Green Day. He was mad at the presenter bitch 'cause she doesn't get his book. Well, I think getting Adam Green is a story for itself. I read the whole thing and I get the idea. Interpreting his stuff is overrated anyway. He writes and that's it. I mean who's to know what he's talking about when he writes about Mozzarella Swastikas, Ms. President and whatever else he writes about? I enjoy reading it though. Like, a lot. He admitted, though, he didn't understand it all either. Especially the German part because he doesn't read German. Duh.

And he said that he'd make sweet love to anyone who'd turn up to his concert wearing certain clothes he mentioned later in the show. I'm going to Munich and Cologne so we'll see. He also fell in love with a girl from the audience and asked who you'd have to fuck to get into the audience. He's such a sweetheart. *sees a lot of hearts*

I took about 50 screenshots but I think I'll delete some 'cause my TV's crap and the pictures turned out to be whack. I'll keep some of them so I can worship His Royal Sexyness. He's sexy. Don't argue.

AND I'll slip Gerard Way some booze so he'll perform in my backyard. I'll then invite Vickei. Yeah, thanks, kids.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my hurt fiancée.

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I ain't got nothing to say. [Feb. 11th, 2005|02:13 am]
fluffytrudy
[shexy lala |Bright Eyes - We Are Nowhere And It's Now]

You scored as Aquarius. You get along best with the sign of Aquarius. Although Aquarians can be seem very odd, or over opinionated, they are good generous people. They are the humanitarians of the zodiac; they always put others in the place of themselves. Aquarians have a strong sense of individuality, and likewise, can be very eccentric. They usually have many friends because they are very easy to get along with, although at times, Aquarians can be withdrawn and introverted when they choose to be.

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Aquarius

90%

Pisces

85%

Scorpio

85%

Sagittarius

75%

Gemini

70%

Capricorn

70%

Cancer

70%

Taurus

65%

Libra

60%

Virgo

50%

Aries

45%

Leo

40%

What sign of the Zodiac are you meant for?
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I'm a Libra. Call me, Aquarius.
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She was a man with herpes. [Feb. 11th, 2005|12:10 am]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |bouncybounce, bounce]
[shexy lala |Adam Green - I Wanna Die]

I've got a cam. Yes, it's true. Awwww, I love being a camwhore. I camwhored for takenlife forever tonight. I got a headset too but I've not installed it 'cause my comp's too full already and I don't want to make it die. *cries*

My darling, Ben, called me and said sorry for not talking to me for ages and he didn't want to make me feel like he'd forgotten me and I still mean a lot, if not the world, to him and he keeps thinking of my ass. I saw a lot of hearts and giggled and called him really 'cheeky'. In German, of course. I've never giggled and called anyone 'cheeky'. He shouldn't do that to me when he knows how crazy I go. He promised me to come by real soon and hopes I don't forget him 'til then. How could I? Geez. Furthermore he wants to get MSN so I can introduce him to my friends. I told him he could come over, I'd film us and everything would be fine. But no, he doesn't want that. Fine. Fine by me.

My good friend Adam(yeah, I know but he's REALLY called Adam) called me and he wants to meet up. I've not seen him for ages and I didn't even know he was in town. He lives near Heidelberg but we used to be neighbors and we had the bestest time as kids throwing stones at our other neighbors. Both our dads used to be in the army and stuff. He's awesome. And hot, as far as I can remember.

But of course, he's off limits. You never know what could happen between Ben and moi. Well, what more could happen that is. I think in the end we went a bit too fast. Luckily, there's no strings attached, no committment just yet. I'm sure he'll want that though and I don't know if I'm willing to do that. I enjoy being single. Freedom is something very nice. I get to do whatever I want.

But then relationships are nice too. I love being in love. But it scares me too. I mean, I know Ben wouldn't hurt me on purpose and I know it probably couldn't get any better than him. But there's a 'but' and that shouldn't be there, eh? Maybe I just think too much. My mom tells me I do. She's like:" Let it happen. It will anyway." I guess she's right but I can't just accept that 'cause that would mean I'm doing something wrong and no, that ain't happening.

Maybe I should leave it at that and come back and talk about it again tomorrow. Yes, that's what I'll do.

Adam Green's the God of godlike sexyness.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my sexy fiancée.

 

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Yeah, I'm a sexy guy. - Adam Green said that. [Feb. 9th, 2005|06:30 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |confusedouchy!]
[shexy lala |Eaten By Sheiks - Execute]

My face hurts like a bitch. How does a bitch hurt? A lot.

I'm buying my sexy cam tomorrow so I can be a camwhore. You'll all be really happy.

I decided today My Chemical Romance is cooler than The Used. Firstly, Gerard is sexier than Bert. Plus, Gerard did better drugs. Although, I must say Pete Doherty does the best drugs. He's a noob though 'cause he made The Libertines break up. Noob.

Yesterday and today I decided I'll re-define my music taste. There's so many bands I like but never really listened to and bands I listened to but didn't like. Like, Atreyu. Why waste my time? So tomorrow I'm going out on a mission to buy ALL the CDs that will help me re-define my music taste. That includes Bright Eyes, Genepool, ... And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead, Mando Diao, etc. I like Bright Eyes nearly as much as Mr. Green. He's so pretty and folky like Adam. Of course, Adam's #1. Conor gets dangerously close though.

I don't like Charlotte Hatherley though. She should stick with Ash, her songs are too 'WOOOH I'M SO HAPPY TO BE SOLO'.

I think Eighteen Visions suck. {Edit: They fuck. Things don't suck anymore, they fuck!}

Amen.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée.

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sometimes you gotta make some love and fuckin' give her some smooches too. [Feb. 8th, 2005|07:20 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |determinedlike a nut]
[shexy lala |The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now]

MSN ain't working, whores. So I'll blog on here, then fuck off and eat.

Um, today was a great day full of nothingness and shallowness. I feel rather inspired by a pubic wig though. I must say I think pubic wigs are a fantastic thing to have and we should all get our own. Go steal one.

Furthermore I'd like to know if Adam Green REALLY split up with his girlfriend. It's all gossipy bullshit so far but I'd be very sad if it were true.

I feel like a nut, therefore I am a nut. Nuts rawk.

I ate too much cake and feel siiiiiiick. I can't get fruit and trampolines off my mind. Oh the joys of trampolines.

That's it. I'm off. I don't know if I'll be online tomorrow as they're taking out the rest of my wisdom teeth. Wish us luck.

Hail whores.

<3 Adamus and my fiancée.

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Your shoulders are just handles when I fuck you from behind. [Feb. 8th, 2005|12:48 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |hotpink]
[shexy lala |Marilyn Manon - The Nobodies]

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Mel
2. Melavation
3. Missy(dare to call me that and you lose your nuts)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Whore. <3 {Engaged}
2. "Adam Green quote here" - Adam Green. <3
3. WAH WAH (some shit)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Myself
2. My weirdness
3. My amazing beauty(yeah, right)

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My toes
2. My voice
3. My eyebrows

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. Mr. Bush
3. Dead people

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music
2. Chocolate
3. Adam Green(book or CD, don't matter)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Converse chucks
2. A very sexy wifebeater
3. Jeans

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Adam Green
2. The Killers
3. Modest Mouse

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Drive - Incubus
2. Prince's Bed - Adam Green
3. Hotel California - The Eagles

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Lotsa Adam Green lovin'
2. CDs
3. Chocolate, sex and a cherry on top

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Fun
2. Trust, honesty, blah
3. Sex

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE(guess):
1. Adam Green is god
2. Adam Green is hot
3. But you're not

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Personality(talent)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Fuck Adam Green's brains out
2. Be normal
3. Be really angry

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Stalking Adam Green
2. Singing
3. Reading

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have sex
2. Eat noodles
3. Be somewhere else

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Musician
2. Author
3. Something business related; manager and that

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Malta
2. La Gomera
3. Anywhere exotic

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Adam (no, not because of Adam Green)
2. Lorelai
3. Adrian/ Adrienne

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have really, really, really, really, really kinky sex
2. Make music I'm content with
3. Eat more noodles

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I'd have a dick.
2. I'd like boobs. A lot.
3. I'd masturbate. All day long.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. "OMFG DAT GUY IS LYK SOOOOO HOT! QT!"
2. Shopping rawks.
3. I've got nice boobies. And I enjoy dicks.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Adam Green(it's not really a crush. more of an obsession.)
2. Angelina Jolie
3. Adam Brody

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Nobody
2. Nobody's friend
3. Nobody's friend's friend


I did this out of boredom. And because Kiki did it. She's my role model so I'll do it too.

All hail Kiki.
And whores. <3

<321 Adam
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|12:30 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |lovedAdam loves me.]
[shexy lala |Machines]

Alright kiddos, I'll blog 'cause I'm bored as fuck.

I went to work with my mom this morning, although I didn't feel like getting up at all. So I worked for a while, got sick and spent a lot of time on the toilet. That was cool, it's a nice place. My mom owns the place so I can pretty much do whatever I feel like.

Now it's food time and I got to sit on my mom's computer 'cause I unnerved by my constant ragging and that.

Yes, furthermore I have a new sexy icon. It's Adam Green. Noone would've guessed, yes. Vickei asked me last night if I think he'd like me. And what I'd do if he wanted me to be his sex slave and give him head under the rainbow. I am up to anything so bring it on, Adam Green. Now I'm nervous 'cause what if he DOESN'T like me? What will I wear? How shall I have my hair? Make up? Questions and more questions.  

I miss Ben and my dutch buttercupy noob.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée.

I love you, dude.

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Yes, you want my pussy. You're just being mean. [Feb. 4th, 2005|10:11 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |awakelala]
[shexy lala |Adam Green - Down On The Street]

I have no idea what I want to say.

So far, I sill think Adam Green is hot sex.

My tooth hurts. It's inflamed.

I like Pepe Le Pew.

Adam. Adam. Adam.

Tomorrow I'm getting his book. Glory, glory.

He's the brat. He's a dreamy, kind of cheesy companion. Beauty is evil, immaculate evil.

Ladies flock to the overnight disco slamming vodka tonics down their throats. Beauty is evil, immaculate evil.

Can you hear the mermaids groan? Beauty is evil, I like to be evil. Can't you see?

I need someone. I need someone today. Never gonna see the end of you this way. Fly over the sunrise. Never gonna be adored.

Mama, now there she goes right over the sunrise. 'Cause I'm so sick of fucking up in the subway, we're gonna do it in this beautiful Mustang 'cause I'm a choo choo.

Yesterday my hair was grey, I turned and faced the other way.

Thanks.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée.

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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. *enter Adam Green lyric here* [Feb. 3rd, 2005|07:16 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |creativetrès francais.]
[shexy lala |Nothing *cries*]

Whores, I am currently at my cousin's house. It's my aunt's birthday. I'd like to go home but I have to stay here. Anyhoodles, I had a great day today. Loads of fun and shit.

I went to drink coffee with Jasmin and it was cool. We talked for like hours and I had a good time. I've just noticed how dull this sounds. But you see, cousin's watching and I have no idea what she understands.

I love the fact I'm seeing Adam soon. I'm oh so in love with him....

Furthermore I miss my dutch buttercup and hope to talk to her soon. *cries* She's, in fact, the sweetest NOOB I know.

Yeah, I guess that's it for today.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée.

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i'd be so happy if i got to meet george bush.. then i'd go and choke on a cock. [Feb. 2nd, 2005|08:10 pm]
fluffytrudy
[feelin' kinda |amusedhaving visions]
[shexy lala |Adam Green - Choke On A Cock]

I had a vision. Adam Green and I will get married in exactly eight years. After years and years of getting together and breaking up his mom tells us to get married 'cause she's sick of us being NOOBS to eachother. We then get married Jewish style and have three kids. He ends up being as scared as his parents were and our kids will end up being just like him. We'll have the best sex of our whole lives when I'm 43 and he's 49. I mean, we had great sex before but that beats it all. I think I should mention our kids will have blue eyes and funny hair. But they'll be tall. Adam and I are both not the tallest but my parents are huuuuge and so is the rest of my family so it has to come thru. They'll be ashamed of us being freaks and they'll move out really soon 'cause I whacked Adam in the head with a baseball bat and kissed it better. They'll also think we're disgusting as we'll be kissing like lovesick teenagers all the time. By the time we get married I'll have screwed his brother and Kimya Dawson. He'll find out but he'll be cool with it 'cause he fucked my best friends plus their moms. So we'll be even and everything will be fine! We'll die together in a dramatic car accident. It'll be everywhere on the news and the whole world will be wearing black for two days. You see, we'll have taken over the world at the time.

Hail whores.

<3 Adam and my fiancée.

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